Something different.

Haluuu! Haven't been blogging for some time. Anyway, here's a story Lydia and I are going to write. :P Spontaneous blogging. She'll continue mine and I'll continue hers. Hahahaha! Can't wait for the whole outcome. :P Haven't thought of the title and even the names so don't blame me if the names given are weird, ok. Hehehe. Enjoy (hopefully. :P).

Oh by the way, my england veli de geng chao, so don't hope for perfect english or anything from my part. :P

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Chapter 1

I stared at her photograph long and hard.

Man! She's beautiful.

I stared longer, ignoring my heartache.

How could she smile and be so happy... I thought bitterly.

No! I want her to be happy! I shook my head as if trying to shake the bitterness away.

The harder I looked, the more her smile looked like it was mocking me, laughing at me for being so crazy over her.

I couldn't bear to look at her picture any longer and turned away.

I leaned back in my chair hard, which almost caused me to topple over (and also gave me a minor heartattack O_O, though I wouldn't admit it in a million years).

I tried to my best to compose myself and show that the near-fall didn't frighten me.

"What's wrong with your face?", a voice came out of nowhere.

O_O!!! Since when did my small fry of a brother come into my room?

"What?! WHAT?! You've never seen anyone with red eyes, dark eye bags, pale and pasty face before? You want me to whack your bum???" I demanded, embarrassed that Small fry saw me almost (I didn't, ok) fall off my chair.

"Er... *deep in thought* No. AND you look scary." he said cheekily and darted out immediately in case I charge at him and give him a good smack on his bum.

I slumped back into my chair. No use wasting energy on him.

This time, her beautiful smile seemed to be teasing me of my silliness.

I tried to rub the fatigue from my eyes.

I'm tired...

I drifted off to sleep uncomfortably in my chair...........

^^^
*Big fry's dream*

"Hey! French fry (the name of the girl. :P this name is inspired by Lydia's purple coloured french fries. Hahaha. Everybody in this story will be some-fry or other. :D I told you I'm bad with names. Hahaha. Don't mind me. :P)!

I looked up to see French walking towards my desk. I stood up and grinned widely.

French didn't answer back. She was looking at me but it was as if she was looking past me, looking through me.

As if... As if I was invisible.

She walked past me without a tiny smile or even a curt nod to acknowledge my presence.

What...?

I turned around and looked at her receding profile, disappearing into the crowd that suddenly appeared from nowhere.

I sat back in shock, unable to understand what just happened.

She's ignored me? T_T

My heart felt as if someone was squeezing it, hard.

Why?

I turned again to see her disappearing into the ever-growing crowd.

A horrible feeling set in. Suddenly, I was desperate to find out why she's ignoring me and find out what was happening.

The thought of losing her made me break into cold sweat.

I can't lose her. Where is she going? Who is she going to? Will I ever find her again? Dear Lord, please help me find her. I don't want to, I cannot, I must not lose her.

I felt as if I couldn't breathe. I was choking. The crowd was pressing hard against me. Why can't I move???

^^^

I woke up with a start.

O_O"!!! <-- my face. O_O <-- Small fry's face inches away from mine, and no, we were NOT about to kiss.

What is Small fry's face doing in front of mine? -_-"

"Hey!" I growled at him. "Get off me!!!"

I struggled and tried my best to push him off.

"You're breathing your smelly breath down me!", with a frown on my face.

In reply, he just giggled and got off me. -_-" What a pesky boy.

I pushed off all the blankets, pillows and bolsters off of me. He must have taken the pillows and blankets from every room and piled it on me. How nice of him. T_T

No wonder I had a nightmare! I sighed and wiped my sweat off my forehead.

"Oww..." Leg cramps! Sheesh. This is what I get for falling asleep on a chair. A super hard chair that is.

T_T What have I done to deserve my brother's 'love'... [note: Small fry is only 5 years old.]

I sighed and gave Small fry a big brotherly bear hug which he didn't like and tried to squirm away from me.

Too bad! I'm stronger! ^^

I finally let him go.

If only I held on to her that tightly...

*****

Inspired by: you-know-who's dramatic life. :P

Ns ns ns~ (aren't you bored of it already? :P)

The part I liked the most during today's talkshow is........

*drumroll*

L: You must really learn how to let go of grudges in NS.
J: But what if she has offended you?
L: Just forgive la!
J: But what if she has offended you?
L: You cannot do anything about it so you must forgive her sooner or later.
J: But what if she has offended you?!
L: ....

Hahaha. Don't really remember the conversation but it went something like that. -_-"
Lydia should have said...

L: Forgive only la!!! You want me to smack you ah, ask so many questions! >:(

Hahahaha.

The other part that was funny (shown in the clip):

"SAYA WIRA JIMMY, MINTA KEBENARAN UNTUK TURUN, TUAN!"

Hahaha, we all had to scream that out when we were going to jump off from the super high and scary platform to abseil.

Actually, it wasn't that high. But still!

Kinda miss ns, now that we're talking about it. Hahaha. Like the time when all the lights went out while we were bathing in the bathroom - at night. T_T It was rather scary... with all those ghost stories that suddenly pop into your head. T_T Thank goodness there were other people in the bathroom who were kind enough to bring in some candles so that we could at least see a tiny tiny bit of light and finish our showers (yes, we had showers and lots of water in my camp. :P). Michelle was really worried, too, when the lights went off and came to the bathroom to look for me. So nice of her. :)

All in all, I would very positively say that, SAYA, WIRAWATI MEI YII, enjoyed camp despite it's downs and downs. Hahaha. No ler, honestly, now that it's over (like what Lydia said), it was actually really fun and enjoyable in camp. No Lit homework also. :P Free food and free clothes (though the clothes are really... special, different, unique, blue, hot and interesting...) Hahaha. The buttons on my blue "celoreng" shirt (the tiger/camouflage pattern thing) came out because it rusted. -_-" The one on my shoulder where one can stuff his/her beret in. :P Aiseh. But I really thank God I went to NS!

Isn't it amazing how God works in our lifes? And also how acurate His timing is for everything. :)

Nice. :P Nites, God bless!

First post from me in y2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Sorry it's 2(?) days late, but our modem decided to back out on us the day before new year. Yup. Wasn't that cruel? *takes tissue out and blows lots of disgusting mucus into it* Remember Saturday afternoon when it rained really hard? I think that was when the lightning struck something somewhere and something happened to the modem. The modem still couldn't work even after changing the modem. -_-" All thanks to some helpful streamyx employee, my connection is well and running again! *thumbs up*

Guess how I celebrated new year's eve? I spent the whole night watching stuff on TV. -_-" Hahaha. No wait, I was reading stuff online. Then TV-ed for a while, then went out to 1u to watch the fireworks display. Nice, but not as nice as the Merdeka one watching up close. Couldn't see much from the car. T_T Hahaha. The good thing is, we still got to see it though we went out of the house at... 11.55pm? The whole highway (in front of 1u) was packed with cars, everyone stopped to watch the fireworks display. Hahaha. Quite... interesting. Yeap. Went back after say, 20 minutes? Spent the rest of the night watching the chinese concert they had in Taiwan (if I'm not wrong). Hahaha. I only liked Lee Hom and Lin Jun Jie. The rest were.... let's just say, they had to cater for all ages and preferences. Hahaha.

Guess what was the first thing I did for the new year? I watch some more TV programs! :P Useless ones too. -_-" Hahaha. Watched America's next top model (two episods) and some high school prank thing. That was interesting - urine in water balloons, schools sending letters to parents saying that they'll be giving the students free stays at hotels and free condoms and stuff like that during senior year prom, food fights, and other weird stuff. Too bad they only show it at 2, 3am in the morning. Hahaha.

Went to church and guess how we decided to start new year with? -_-" We started it by telling each other 'ghost stories' and stuff like that. -_-" I wonder who started it. :P Not a very ideal way of starting the new year. -_-"

Hahaha. We also HAD to greet everyone with "Happy new year! This is the first time talking to you this year! :D" or "Hi!!! This is the first time I'm seeing you this year!".

Last year - "This is the last time I'm going to sit on this chair for this year."; "This is the last time I'm going to wear this pair of shoes this year."; "This is the last time I'm going to wear this T-shirt this year."; "This is the last time we're going to see you this year."; "This is the last time we're going to talk to you this year." Hahaha. Lots of nonsense. :P Another one by Hui Yii - "You're the last person I'll be seeing this year." then turn away (11.59.58pm) and look back at me (12.00.02am) "You're the first person I see this year!" Hahaha. But actually, the first two people I saw this year was my dad and Hui Yii, we were watching the fireworks in the car, remember? Hahaha.

All in all, this year is going to be another good year where we'll be 'walking in ALL our inheritance' and have more exciting stuff for the coming youth services. :D Good good. God bless and have a happy and prosperous new year!

Ps: Sorry for the super boring post. :P